I thought this was a height-related thread.

I can say that i've grown a lot these past few years although it did take a while. Ten years ago, i was a selfish, arrogant and self-righteous person. In my mind, i'm always right and if bad consequences come out of my decisions it would be because of other people or the government. I would never blame myself. Three years ago, i was a wreck. I am not so sure of myself, which direction i am going and where i'll end up. I was at the lowest point in my life although i've toned down my arrogance and haughtiness. Now, i'm pretty sure of my purpose in life and how i'll work to be at the top of my existence. I have a sense of fulfillment everyday and even though i'm not what a capitalist country would consider as a succesful person but i am exactly where i want to be. I'm happy and thankful everyday. *ray of sunlight beaming from the heavens and petals of roses floating by*

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bubblegum wrote [?]:

I thought this was a height-related thread.

I did think I did a bad job on this thread's title
also you sound like a pageant contestant

bubblegum wrote [?]:

Three years ago, i was a wreck. I am not so sure of myself, which direction i am going and where i'll end up.

was there a reason for this?

aya wrote [?]:

My tummy and thighs have grown exponentially big. My arms are following suit. I need exercise in my life.

Who were you before?
- I was immature, sensitive and childish.
Do you still have your flaws?
- Yes I think so.
How do you compare yourself to who you were 3, 5, 10 years ago?
- I am now more productive, responsible and mature enough.

aya wrote [?]:

Leaves room for troll comments like mine.

My subconscience probably considered this; we all know you a bully, queen A HAHAHAHHAAHA

khuyabrye.20 wrote [?]:

I am now more productive, responsible and mature enough.

productive how? Like in time management and all that?

bubblegum wrote [?]:

Did i get a 10/10 for my answer?

You get an 11/10 for all I care

The me from let's say five years ago gets very easily discouraged from things and challenges. Probably very unproductive, lazy, and disorganized (I am obsessed with planners and calendars now but still can't achieve order). 2010 me would runaway the moment she learned that a very renowned journalist would want to meet her for a part-time job offer. But the current me sucked it up and flew approximately 1, 500 miles out of the country for that job interview. If I were still the person I was before I'd probably end up as a broke college drop out dragging her insecurities and anxiety issues all around the streets. However, I am currently working with the best practitioners in my field while achieving fairly good grades in university, was in one of the best universities in South Korea, traveled the world and cultured myself, and I'm achieving all things that people my age wouldn't even think about. Needless to say I am very proud of the person I have become but I don't think I've grown that much. I still need to work on my... issues and conquer them. Also, I need to be better at picking "friends".

Last edited by SkylineGoddess (2015-04-09 02:37:20)

5 years ago, I would get mad at my dad for even telling me to try and fix my eyebrows... I would keep insisting that I will never let anyone touch it and that its better to stay natural.

Now, I cant even go about a day without checking my eyebrows in the mirror before leaving my room, making sure its pantay. hahahah so much has changed ((((=

It could have been the weight that addin on meh...feels like ma face gettin more plum...

Tres wrote [?]:

Who were you before?
Do you still have your flaws?
How do you compare yourself to who you were 3, 5, 10 years ago?

I was a flirty bitch who couldnt get over his ex. Yes i still have flaws.
Now. Ive gained a much deeper understanding of what unconditional love is through my baby. And through my husband, Ive learned what it means to love someone by choice. I am forever grateful to ftalk because somehow someway I met my husband through this site 😂 If I hadnt met yhet I probably wouldnt meet him and I wouldnt have this super cute pumpkin in my arms.